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It’s been quite some time since I’ve updated this blog, which is unsurprising given the force with which 2016-2017 demolished my personal life. Luckily I've gotten over the worst of it, so here's to a happy and productive 2018! Among other goals, I've decided to revive this blog with the hope of turning it into a useful resource for would-be artists and professionals alike.
The following Q&A was copied from an email response to Monze Nunez, a student from Portland who interviewed me for a school project. I also get a lot of these questions from parents and their kids, so I've tried to keep my answers as honest and helpful as possible!
1) How has your job changed since you started?
Art jobs have gotten more competitive over time, especially with globalization on the rise. Many of the more technical art jobs have been outsourced to places like China, India, and Korea… for instance, one of the game companies I worked for outsourced a bunch of their production art to a much cheaper Chinese studio. This made the in-house artists justifiably nervous, and I’ve since learned that we artists need to be constantly updating our skillsets in order to stay competitive.
This competitiveness is what pushed me to become quite proficient with the entire Adobe Creative Suite, while cultivating tertiary skills (UI design, Product Design, Photography) in addition to my primary skill (Illustration). It’s not easy staying up to date with multiple skills/software, but being a jack-of-all-trades is definitely a boon to any artist's career.
2) What advice do you have for someone considering this job?
It may sound harsh, but my advice to about 90% of wanna-be artists would be, “don’t do it, unless you can’t imagine doing anything else.” Artists have to weather a lot of rejection and market ups and downs. If you’re easily discouraged and not especially self-motivated, then this really isn’t the job for you.
If you know for sure that you want to pursue art as a career, then I suggest you start building up a portfolio while developing your technical skills through online courses like Schoolism and CG Master Academy. These courses offer guidance (and video critiques!) from working professionals for a fraction of the cost of a college course.
I haven’t heard from too many artists who recommend going to art school, given the exorbitant costs associated with getting an art degree these days. This strikes me as somewhat predatory on the part of colleges and private lenders, so please do your research to determine whether or not art school is the right choice for you.
3) How did you know this was what you wanted to do? Did you consider anything else?
Yes, I considered MANY career choices other than art. As a kid I was always considered “gifted” at math and science, which I suppose is to be expected since both of my parents are engineers who encouraged and fostered my math skills. My parents strongly advised me to pursue a viable career as an Engineer or Pharmacist; in fact, I started out in the U of M Engineering College and finished up with a science degree to fulfill their Pre-Pharmacy requirements. While at college, I worked as a Pharm Tech at a retail pharmacy and also volunteered as a student researcher in an Orthopedic Surgery Laboratory. I quickly determined that I had neither the patience nor inclination for laboratory research, and working in a retail pharmacy made me bored out of my skull. So it was back to the drawing board, as they say.
I realized that I wanted to pursue art while I was at University, because most of my free time was spent drawing and it was by far my most enjoyable and long-lasting hobby. I’ve been drawing since I could hold a pencil, so I really can’t imagine a life without art. At first, I was scared because I didn't have an art degree or any formal art training at all. Fortunately, this was an easy hump to get over because most companies only look at your experience and portfolio!
4) How has technology changed your job?
I use technology every day for my job, so it’s fair to say technology has been absolutely crucial to my workflow. I’m primarily a digital artist, so most of my work is drawn on the computer using Adobe Photoshop and a Wacom Cintiq. I love the immediacy and cleanliness of digital art. Even when I create traditional media paintings to sell at Pike Place Market, I’ll still digitally sketch everything beforehand to save on time and paper.
I also utilize social media for self-promotion and connecting with fellow artists. Instagram and Twitter are particularly useful platforms for artists to share their work, and I’ve gotten several job offers and art tests through those sites.
5) How has the economy changed your job?
A bad economy can make people skittish and less willing to take risks, which is understandable since people have bills to pay and mouths to feed. The Seattle tech/gaming industry suffered a huge blow in 2017, when several game studios shut down and were forced to undergo massive layoffs—Runic Games and Motiga, to name a few. This made the job market even MORE competitive than it already was, and it just sucked for everyone involved in the industry because creatively-driven game studios with their own IPs are a rarity. Sometimes it feels like only gambling/casino games consistently make money, and, well… there’s not a whole lot of pride in making those. I know it sounds quixotic, but artists are idealists at heart and want to see their art used for something they can stand behind. (Other times, we’re just grateful to even have a job. It's a weird dichotomy.)
Witnessing all these layoffs that affected my friends in the video game and animation industries drove me to pursue more freelance work and self-dependent income sources. I began selling my artwork at Emerald City Comic Con in 2014 while I was working full-time at a game studio, partly because I wanted to pave the way for a side business. (And partly because my good friend Ken Taya roped me into it before I was entirely ready, haha!) Opportunities like that are around every corner, and seizing those opportunities as they come is a great way to ameliorate the effects of a bad economy.
6) How did you get your current job?
I currently work as a Craftsperson at Pike Place Market, where I manage my own booth as a small business. The job is extremely free-form in that you get to choose your own schedule, but it also requires a degree of grit and entrepreneurship that I lacked in the beginning. It’s been a humbling learning process.
I got the job by applying to become a Craftsperson online, and I was scheduled for an in-person art screening in the fall. Fortunately, they had a 2D artist opening at the time and I was admitted the same year I applied!
7) What are your opinions on people who say what you do isn’t a real job?
I have to admit that I haven’t really encountered anyone (who mattered) who claims that art is not a real job… many of my friends are professional artists in lucrative and well-respected fields, so that argument doesn’t hold water in the real world. If you’re making money doing art, then it’s a “real job” no matter how you look at it.
As for those “clients from hell” who strategically and purposefully undermine creative professionals—either by undervaluing their work or outright asking them to work for free—boy, do I have a bone to pick with them. It’s almost never worth your time to work “for the exposure,” since you could just use that time to create portfolio-worthy work that speaks to you personally. Furthermore, why would you want to work with someone who doesn’t value your time? Have some self-respect, do some research, and charge a fair wage tailored to each project. Your future self will thank you for it!
I hope these answers were helpful in some way, and I wish you the best of luck in all your professional pursuits. Take care and don’t stop creating!
When I learned that you had won the nomination, I scream-cried like that time I was six years old and Simba’s dad died in the wildebeest stampede while saving his only son so HOW does one not cry
Your overall appearance and presence is that of an Oompah-Loompah if he sold LIES instead of CANDY and terrifying childhood nightmares
WHY MUST YOU EXIST and WHAT THE WHAT is this racist crock of shit that you call a political platform?! Your FACE is a SMUSHED-UP Peter Pettigrew with decidedly less hair, and you are every bit as DUPLICITOUS as he
you lack splendor, you have no integrity to speak of and ALL of your hairs are askew
YOUR ENTIRE DEAL, THE WHOLENESS OF WHAT YOU ARE AND EVERYTHING YOU REPRESENT, I DO NOT LIKE IT I WILL NOT ACCEPT IT I WILL NOT EAT GREEN EGGS AND HAM. ARE YOU EFFING SERIOUS WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU?? HOLY SHITSNACKS WHAT IS WRONG WITH PEOPLE WHO SUPPORT YOU ARRGGGHHHH
SO HELP ME GOD I will vanquish you with the strength and fortitude of a dozen Studio Ghibli female characters
Like gurl I get it and I’m TOTES disappointed too (don’t kill me Rawddy) that Bernie Sanders is out of the running
But aren’t we ALL disappointed that modern Political Discourse is so polarized that RATINGS and SHOCK VALUE now trump (pun not intended) basic REASON and HUMAN DECENCY?
On the other hand, we’re kind of low on options and time so this is going to become a State of National Emergency if we can't collectively decide to oust a fuck-stupid blonde orangutan from the Presidency
I mean yeah I get that Hilary Clinton’s a Politician Who Says All The Right Things, but come on guys wouldn’t a first-ever female president be at least pretty friggin' cool
LIKE WOULD SHE NOT BE AT LEAST PREFERABLE TO “THE DONALD"
we must, WE MUST band together and vote against The Donald (no, NOT that cool duck that hung out with Sora in Kingdom Hearts, this Donald is more like that other duck who swam in money like a miser-hoarder)
we must band together or be in a band together or throw a party so we can work out how to prevent The Donald Presidency
and we can play eight-person Smash Bros and fight over possession of the Super Smash Power-up
and we can loudly sing the lyrics to Barenaked Ladies’ “One Week” like every nerdy teenager in the 90s
CHICKITY CHINA THE CHINESE PEOPLE HATE YOU DONALD TRUMP BECAUSE YOU KEEP TALKING ABOUT CHINA AS IF YOU KNOW THINGS BUT YOU DON'T
YOU KNOW NOTHING JON SNOW, I MEAN DONALD TRUMP
YOU KNOW NOTHING AND YOU WILL NOT WIN, YOU CAN NOT WIN OR ELSE I AM BOARDING THE FIRST BOAT FROM SEATTLE TO VICTORIA, BC AND RENOUNCING THE U.S. CITIZENSHIP THAT MY CHINESE-BORN FIRST-GENERATION IMMIGRANT FAMILY FOUGHT TIRELESSLY FOR OVER 15 FREAKING YEARS
...… *mic drop*
Edit after 11/8/2016: To inject the tiniest amount of humor on an awful result, I feel like this clip from The Venture Bros. best sums up how I feel, as a Henchman: "Wow... that sucked."
Games are supposed to be relaxing and fun, right? Everyone likes games, right?? It’s not like a game’s ending could ever make you cry your heart out and question the way you’ve been living for the better part of your adult life, so let’s do this thing! C’mon grab your friends, it'll be FUN!
Without further ado, the following is a list of reasons why your emotions are volatile and nobody understands you. Choose the one that best suits your ADVENTURE!
- BECAUSE THE WALLS YOU HAVE BUILT AROUND YOURSELF ARE SO HIGH AND IMPENETRABLE THAT IN ORDER TO BREACH THEM ONE WOULD NEED THE EMOTIONAL EQUIVALENT OF NAPALM
- BECAUSE YOU ARE LOATHE TO EXPLAIN YOURSELF TO ANYBODY EVER DUE TO A COMBINATION OF LAZINESS AND ABJECT FEAR
- BECAUSE YOU EXPECT OTHER PEOPLE TO BE UNDERSTANDING OF THE FACT THAT YOU SOMETIMES MAKE GODAWFUL DECISIONS, YET YOU DO NOT AFFORD THEM THE SAME PATIENCE IN RETURN
- BECAUSE YOU RESENT HAVING TO BE THE ONE WHO CALLS FIRST, ESPECIALLY SINCE THIS PERSON ALLEGEDLY SNUBBED YOU THAT ONE TIME 4 MONTHS AGO AT A PARTY SO THEY MUST HATE YOU FOREVER, IT COULDN’T BE THAT THEY WERE JUST TIRED THAT DAY
- BECAUSE YOU’VE FAILED TO REALIZE THAT YOU, LIKE EVERY OTHER HUMAN ADULT, REQUIRE OCCASIONAL / UNSOLICITED EXPRESSIONS OF LOVE AND APPRECIATION, YET YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW TO COMMUNICATE THIS TO OTHER ADULTS (WHO ALSO HAVE NO EFFING CLUE WHAT TO DO WITH THEIR FEELINGS)
- BECAUSE YOU LIVE IN SEATTLE, A CITY COMPRISED OF SOCIALLY RETARDED, WELL-MEANING INTROVERTS WHO ALL JUST NEED TO GET LAID
- BECAUSE EVERYONE IN YOUR LIFE (INCLUDING YOU) HAS THE EMOTIONAL MATURITY OF A JUDD APATOW CHARACTER, THEREFORE YOU REQUIRE AN EPIPHANY AND A SASSY BEST FRIEND TO HELP YOU GET OUT OF THIS FUNK
- BECAUSE YOU FEEL THE NEED TO THROW YOURSELF AT OTHER PEOPLE’S PROBLEMS EVEN THOUGH THEY NEVER ASKED YOU TO, THEN YOU GET ANGRY AT ALL THE GOODWILL YOU’VE WASTED ON THE UNGRATEFUL BASTARD WHO WON’T EVEN ACCEPT YOUR SAINTLY ASSISTANCE
- BECAUSE YOU AREN’T EATING ENOUGH KALE, HAVE YOU TRIED KALE? IT’S A SUPERFOOD ALSO CHIA SEEDS — HAVE YOU TRIED CHIA SEEDS? ST. JOHN’S WORT? GETTING LAID??
- BECAUSE YOU FOOLISHLY BELIEVE THAT CALLING FIRST AND PLANNING A SOCIAL EVENT SOMEHOW SIGNALS THAT YOU ARE DESPERATE AND LACKING IN FRIENDS, THUS YOU HAVE DECIDED TO STAY IN AND BINGE-WATCH TEN EPISODES OF “ARCHER” CUZ THAT’S WHAT GROWNUPS DO ON A SUNDAY
- BECAUSE YOU AREN’T GETTING ENOUGH SUNSHINE AND VITAMIN D — OH THAT’S RIGHT YOU LIVE IN SEATTLE — HAHAHAHA YEAH OKAY GOOD LUCK WITH THAT
- PERHAPS YOU ARE GLUTEN OR PEANUT OR ALCOHOL INTOLERANT? BUT EVEN IF YOU'RE ABLE TO INHALE EVERY EDIBLE THING IN EXISTENCE LIKE A HUMAN GARBAGE DISPOSAL YOU SHOULD STILL GET THAT CHECKED OUT, I DUNNO MAN I’M JUST SAYIN’
Moment of truth: Which answer did you pick? Your choice will determine the fate of your character’s path—
Oh wait never mind, you lost the game because there is no good answer. Better luck next time!
(Did you at least learn something about yourself? Okay, now go improve your interpersonal relationships!)
When I was in school, I remember vividly how I would spend hours crafting my websites and blog posts: a staple of my youth. I kept a Livejournal throughout most of high school and college, back when the site was a bustling online community for maudlin teens to twenty-somethings with an abundance of feelings and a lack of spellcheck. These days, reading my old journal elicits both warm nostalgia and second-hand embarrassment in equal measure. Yet there's a small part of me that wishes I could return to a simpler time in my life. I will never be able to write in that overly sentimental, foolhardy style of days long past. But perhaps I can connect with you all the same, kind reader.
I look back fondly on my "LJ Days," as it were — full of silly memes, surveys, fandom blogs, and RP chatrooms. When you are a lifelong introvert, you tend to express yourself far better through written words than face-to-face interaction. The older you get, the more you learn to appreciate those little time capsule remains of your younger self — decidedly less subtle and self-aware, yet brimming with hope and optimism. Nowadays I'm older, wiser (LOL), and slightly less prone to spelling errors and snap judgments, so maybe this time capsule will be less embarrassing for future me to revisit.
So that's the gist of why I started blogging again. Please feel free to lurk, comment, or subscribe to this blog if you find something that interests you. Thank you for your time, kind reader!